"I am Mohamed Atta, or at least what is left of him. I have come
to you to tell all of you, especially my brothers, that I and my associates
were betrayed. We did not get what we were promised, in many ways.
I have not arrived in Paradise after doing the acts I was instructed to
do, nor have the other things I was promised come to pass. I only
wish, by Allah, that they had. But to make you fully understand the
depth of our betrayal, how bitterly we have been used, and how God has
punished us, I must go back to the beginning and explain the entire circumstance
as it happened, so that you may know all things and make it right with
God. For all things should be made right with God, for the sake of
those who have been betrayed.
Some time ago the leader I trusted above all other men came to me and
said 'The hour is coming when the true believers shall punish the sinners,
shall lay waste to those who will not let The Word Of God be spread, and
keep his people enslaved. Death shall rain down on them from the
sky. The warriors of Islam shall fall on them and, in so doing, destroy
them. I need men to lead these warriors, to take this attack to the
enemy in one glorious day of God's Will. Part of the plan is to go
to America, steal their own airplanes, and fly them into their buildings
of evil, where they plot against the true believers. Will you be one of
those that will be The Glory Of God?'
I did not hesitate to say 'Yes. I would! Tell me where to go
and what to do.'
My leader said 'Go to Baghdad secretly. Let no one know
you have gone there, and they will teach you what you need to know.'
So, choosing four others willing to do The Glory Of God, we made our
way to Baghdad, and The Great Leader greeted us there, (What a joke that
was!) and told us that as we went on our mission we would be only
the spearhead, that as we struck, simultaneously thousands of others would
strike throughout The World. Iraqi planes would fill the sky, remove
the enemy's evil armadas from our sacred waters, destroy their bases in
all Arab lands. The Americans would be struck from the air, the land,
and the sea simultaneously. Those who had been murdered for doing
God's Will would be avenged. We believed all he told us and went
to work. We were trained in the same facilities where they trained
their civilian pilots. We practiced in their civilian planes until
we were ready, then the leader bid us farewell, and again promised us that
after we struck our brethren would be safe, because the planes of Iraq
would sweep the Americans from the sky and they would never be able to
threaten The True Believers.
I returned to Afghanistan where I was assured three other teams of
five pilots were also being trained. Only I knew about it, and I
was to tell no one else. We departed for The United States taking
our positions, and became as Americans. Six months before I was to
strike I journeyed to France, where I met an Iraqi official who assured
me that everything was going according to the great plan, and that when
we acted thousands throughout the world would act with us, and the evil
ones would be driven from The Sacred Land.
I returned to America, where we took lessons on how to fly, both to
increase our skill and to deceive others into believing that this was where
we learned to fly. Finally The Great Day came that we had been waiting
for. I carried out my mission, and I got my reward, and my brothers
got Eternal Death. And none of what we were promised came to pass!
No Iraqi planes rose into the sky. Thousands did not rise up and
attack American facilities. The only battle that was done was what
we did, and that only destroyed us. The Great One's armies didn't
rise. Afghanistan has not been protected. It was all a huge
lie to get us to do what he wanted to do. All a great fabrication!
And I will tell you what happened to me. I flew a plane into a building
full of innocent people. I killed thousands of innocent people.
I thought in that instant, I would find myself in Paradise, at the bosom
of God. Instead I found myself in agony that cannot be described,
pain that cannot be explained, despair that has no words to describe it.
I wanted to run, to hide, to be somewhere no one could see me. But
I did not know which way to go. I did not know where I was, or, what
was happening.
I was aware of shining individuals around me and that they were good,
and meant me no harm. But Their very presence brought me excruciating
pain! I ran and ran and finally found a dark place, a deep hole where
no Light could reach, and there tried to compose myself. I nearly
expired when someone spoke to me and said 'Hurts pretty bad, doesn't it?
It never goes away, but you get used to it. After a while you hardly
notice it.'
I could perceive someone but he had no Light, so did not hurt me.
So I didn't flee. 'What's happened?' I asked.
'Well you've been here for a week,' the spirit answered, 'and things
aren't going well.' 'Has The Great Uprising began?' I asked.
The spirit laughed. 'Hasn't and won't!' he answered. 'The
United States is getting ready to pound your friends, and nobody's doing
anything. Everybody's talking a lot, but they just lay low. '
I could not believe so I followed him and let him show me and my anger
became very great. 'What am I?' I asked.
'You've become a creature of Darkness,' my companion answered, 'like
me, in order to sustain yourself, you'll have to enter into dying bodies
whose Souls have left them, and consume the last of its energy until the
body truly dies. You'll have to suffer whatever pain the body is
going through. But if you want to continue that's what you'll have
to do.'
My anger became a rage. 'They lied to us!' I cried 'They misled
us! They told us we'd receive a Great Reward! That we'd be
praised by God!'
My companion laughed. 'They always do!' he answered.
'That's what they told me, too, 500 years ago, and I've been living like
this ever since. Course I only murdered a hundred children, but still
we're in the same condition, my friend.'
'I want to go to Baghdad!' I told my companion. 'I want
to confront The Great Liar. I want to destroy him!'
'Stand in line!' my companion answered. 'But really, you're already
there. Not much Light around here any more, not much goodness and
truth. The new ones almost always come here.'
'I wish to see myself,' I remarked.
'Bad idea,' my companion warned, 'don't really want that, you'll wish
you hadn't!'
I just stared at him, and without another word he led me to a
building that had a large glass door. He was right! He was
totally right. What I have become cannot even be described as human;
a twisted, ugly, disgusting thing that once, long ago, was a man.
I have made it my personal mission to see the end of Hussein, to see him
dead, and destroyed forever, or to be made like me. It is all that
drives me, all that gives me existence, the desire to put an end to him,
to end his lies forever.
Hear me, my brothers! Hear me, my friends! This is the
Paradise that awaits you. This is God's Reward for killing the innocent.
This is worse than hell, it is halfway between life and death. It
is neither one, or, the other. I will survive until the task I have
given myself is done, then I will simply accept Eternal Death. I
will not live like this any longer than I must.
This is what awaits you, my brothers. This is what awaits you
if you are unfortunate enough to survive! This, this living hell
is your Great Reward. This is what The Great Leaders give you.
I can say no more. But I want all who seek Hussein to know he is first
mine, after I am done with him whatever is left you can have! But
he is first mine!
I thank Those who truly serve Muhammed for letting you hear my words,
and now I am done. I am done forever. For the only one I will
speak to from this day forth, is the one I will destroy. He is the
only one that will hear my utterances night and day, while he is asleep
and while he is awake. Nowhere will he find comfort. Nowhere
will he find peace, until he is the same as me my words are done."
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